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Created on 2007-10-02 15:29:56 (#13944067), last updated 2007-10-16
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Basic Info| Name: | BuddyLeeC |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 1982-01-03 |
| Location: | Buffalo, New York, United States |
BioI never know what to put in these spots...but here's a go at it...
I'm a 25 yr old FTM. This year, I've been realizing a LOT about myself, and recognizing STRENGTH has gotten me through everything. I first came out to everyone as being FTM (never a lesbian) when I was 19. My parents guilt-tripped me into thinking this was a phase and I shouldn't progress, because then I'll lose my family...and they were everything. I always knew I wanted to be a boy as far back as I can remember, all my memories involve that. This year I decided I needed to live my life for myself instead of worrying about everyone else. I needed to actually do something to make myself happy. I changed my name, started T July 7th, and have scheduled my top surgery for Nov 6th. A few weeks ago I revealed to my parents what I wanted, what I needed to do for me. They told me I was selfish, and keep writing me letters and dropping them off at my house stating I'm walking down the valley of darkness, and may God have mercy on my soul. Basically it's my dad that controls my mother, and my sister. So, I haven't talked to them in a few weeks, as I'm dead to them. I'm reading a book though called Toxic Parents, and I'm realizing a lot, and it's making this so much easier on me. ANYWAYS...this is me. My name is Lee, welcome to my Journal!
I'm a 25 yr old FTM. This year, I've been realizing a LOT about myself, and recognizing STRENGTH has gotten me through everything. I first came out to everyone as being FTM (never a lesbian) when I was 19. My parents guilt-tripped me into thinking this was a phase and I shouldn't progress, because then I'll lose my family...and they were everything. I always knew I wanted to be a boy as far back as I can remember, all my memories involve that. This year I decided I needed to live my life for myself instead of worrying about everyone else. I needed to actually do something to make myself happy. I changed my name, started T July 7th, and have scheduled my top surgery for Nov 6th. A few weeks ago I revealed to my parents what I wanted, what I needed to do for me. They told me I was selfish, and keep writing me letters and dropping them off at my house stating I'm walking down the valley of darkness, and may God have mercy on my soul. Basically it's my dad that controls my mother, and my sister. So, I haven't talked to them in a few weeks, as I'm dead to them. I'm reading a book though called Toxic Parents, and I'm realizing a lot, and it's making this so much easier on me. ANYWAYS...this is me. My name is Lee, welcome to my Journal!
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